Even the thickest skin wears thin...even the strongest become weak..the belief in better him than me is an arrangement made from selfish cowards who hide behind the masks of respectable people..I've taken so many hits from ignorant strangers masquerading as friends, scared boys dressed as men..they're not the only ones guilty of this crime..no their accomplices are the ones who say they love them and feed their lies by projecting their anger and frustration from the truth that their "partner" isn't like the bad guy they so quickly condemn cause it's easier to look out than in..then maybe their "love" won't be tested..their "truth" not questioned...false idols in paper bag packages soaked with lies and fabrication...reeking of desperation to fit the ideal of "respectable and envious love"...I've tried to take comfort in knowing who I am ,which I never lie about, and that people will see the truth in time, but too many unprovoked attacks disguised as harmless and justified but sadly are not...these infractions are only harmless and justified to the attacker but not the victim...I've sat idly by too long, letting my integrity and truth be questioned and judged..fuck you for thinking you can build yourself your self-righteous ivory tower off my transparent soul....you've forgotten how fucking hard I can hit and believe in this false sense of security my compassion and understanding provide...you all fail or just refuse to self reflect and place the blame on the ones who deserve it..take a fucking look at each other and honestly fucking think...are we true to each other fuck are we true to ourselves? Or do we project as to not reflect? None of you have the conviction to be honest about what the real problem is , so what fucking makes you think you'll be able to wear these masks forever? I understand the truth scares you..it's not easy ,but at least it's true...grow the fuck up and stop placing your anger in places that'll end up getting you hurt...consider this your fucking warning shot..and you want to know how serious I am?...ask me a question about me you think anyone would lie about..I guarantee my answer will be the kind that buries you deep inside and makes you uneasy...if I was a liar then I'd paint a prettier picture than this ...fuck I'd probably look like the rest of you..but I wish to be happy...the other option..your option, which is to fake it til you make it, not realizing your lies will always break it and you will too....trust me..time is the judge jury and executioner, so tidy the fuck up before it's too late...the time of your life is running out...so spend it wisely..eventually making change isn't possible and someone's gonna get stuck paying the proverbial bill...don't forget to tip ya cheap fucks. DorrisWedding strapless formal dresses

-Christopher Eastman